Sunday, July 22, 2007

Meme Tag From A Good Friend

So, I have been tagged for a Meme from a good friend, a fellow boxer lover, boxer hero I should say. She is Claudia, and she is the boxer angel who delivered our Macy to us after we adopted her from Green Acres Boxer Rescue back in 2003...I think it was 03' when we were living in Wisconsin. Anyways, Claudia Claudia thank you its been a while.

I am a Mama! I am Mama to a beautiful baby girl named Birdie Amiina Ruby...she died on March 3, 2007

I am 29

I was (am) 0v.ulating?

I am finding a place of calm in my grief
(I am not sure how, but there is a stillness and a sense of quiet there...)

I am more in love with my DH than ever
(since our daughters death we have pulled together more than ever and neither one of us is letting go!)

I am ready for a subsequent pregnancy
(I have gotten to a place of feeling o.k. about this, I really am ready, I know it now...but DH is not, I don't think--we haven't actually talked about this in a few weeks--I am trying to give him more space about it)

I will NEVER forget my precious first child, Birdie Amiina Ruby

I am scared to go into labor, and be in labor again.
(how could I not be after such a tramatic and tragic end to something that is/was so natural)


I want to tag Missing One

1 comment:

Tricia Fitzgerald, M.Ed, CD(DONA), HBCE said...

Erin, have you considered visiting a hypnotherapist to help you when you are ready to conceive and during pregnancylabor/birth? I think it would be great for you to do some fear releases when the time comes...I hope this advice isn't offensive...

Love and hugs to you and your DH...