Thursday, May 10, 2007

Enough of That, Now Its Time To MEME!

Thank you dearest Sara for the tag! I must say I was not in the "know" about this meme-ing, but I will give it a go!

I am full of love.

I am full of hurt.

I am full of ANGER!

I am sad.


I am hopeful for the future.

I am having a hard time.

I am wanting to be pregnant.

I am ALWAYS thinking of my BIRDIE!


I am so deeply in love with my husband.

I am so fortunate to have him in my life.

I am happy for the beautiful daughter we made...together.

I am going to give him the gift of another beautiful baby someday.


I am hoping for a healthy subsequent pregnancy.

I am crazy for thinking this so soon?

I am all over the place with my thoughts.


I am thankful for all of you women out there who have given such strong support. Please know how special I believe you are, I carry you with me always. I hope someday to perhaps organize a way for us all to come together in person...

I am full of hope for all of us to get through our tough times...we WILL get through this, WE have to.


I tag,Clare,Bleu and Laura

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

erin,

of course you read my mind. this women does not even deserve the digital time or space on this blog that we keep to honor our beautiful girl. and it is just time to say SEEYA and not ever have to ever think about her ever again. Walla. WE believe in positivity, and love for our baby so she can take her negativity some where else, good job in saying ENOUGH to her. I know i don't write on this blog very often but I do always read and am amazed by the support and love that all of you have given us... thank you all so much.

matt (birdies papa)

a noel-lic dream said...

i really liked that poem/rant there.

gorgeous!

Phoebe said...

Hi Erin:

Your family is beautiful.

I don't know why Birdie died. I mean, of course I don't know. But I am so, so sorry she did.

And I hope you find peace soon.

Much love:

Sara said...

I am once again in awe of your strength and beautiful love for your family.

Lori said...

Beautiful. You are absolutely right to move on and forget all about... what was her name? Already forgotten.

Sara said...

I don't think you're crazy at all for thinking so soon about a subsequent pregnancy. I understand how strange it feels, to move from planning for Birdie to thinking about a new baby. And when the time comes, when it's safe again, it will be so frightening, but you will continue to love & mourn Birdie even as you can love & be hopeful about her new brother or sister.
xxxooo